too much to do in such little time

i have a list of things i would like to do and it seems i never have enough time for it all. i get upset with myself for missing the deadlines i set for myself but i still keep adding to the list. lately i have been in a funk and just cant seem to get anything done.
my dad is not liking having that big house all to himself and says he may not keep the house after all. he plans on waiting for a year or two then possibly trying to sell. i am hoping he can find something or some place to be happy. he isnt a cheerful person to begin with but being in the house all by himself really isnt good for him. i am supose to be helping him with a will and with some other things he has asked me to do, again i just havent gotten to it yet.
from what i hear things are alright for billies family. i dont hear from them and probably wont. with all that went on when my grandma was ill and since billie and my dad dont speak to one another, and that is a good thing since it wouldnt be kind if they did. billie's kids seem to feel that my dad and their mom fighting mean we are fighting so i have given up communicating with them for now.
as for cindys family, since my last update of them all brande has moved to roy and lives with her boyfriend, dave. he seems to make her happy and for the first time ever she actually mentioned a possiblity of getting married one day. she has always told me she didnt want to get married in the past. rather marriage is on the horitzon or not i hope she is happy in life. i do speak with cindy's kids from time to time, mostly through facebook since it seems to be the easiest right now. ryan moved in with his girlfriend so cindy and jon have the house to themselves. landons family is doing good. i hear from his wife, justyna, through facebook. the girls are growing up fast.
my brother is still out of work. this will be his third year without a steady income. he has taken on odd jobs through the past few years to come up with some money but nothing permanent. his girls are of course growing up faster than i want them to. harlee will be three in july and makenzie will turn seven on the 25th of this month. kenzie will be in alaska til june when jason will get her for the summer. lil miss harlee has the biggest attitude youve ever seen and does not hesitate to let you know what she thinks.
grandma and grandpa got to spend their first anniversary together since his death in 2003 on feb 1. they would have been married 67 years. grandmas birthday is the day before st pattys day and she always loved that holiday so i am trying to find some fun things to decorate her grave with that are green or st pattys related. she always liked her "greenie day".
well i guess your all caught up now. take care all.